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"We should not be asking who this child belongs to, but who belongs to this child" - Jim Gritter


2009 August 31
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Posted by karlinda

This blog is flitting over to WordPress, ‘cos, well, it’s prettier! :) All future posts (and all the current ones you see here) will be at:

I know, not quite as neat a name as this one (I was surprised that ‘karlinda’ was taken there), but the blog itself will more than make up for it. Now, I need to go make a floor plan of our apartment for our adoption agency. What more do they need? Blood? …Oh, yeah, that’ll be during the check up at the doctors no doubt.

It’s starting

2009 August 29
Posted by karlinda

We had a call yesterday from our social worker, & arranged to go see her for the first time on Saturday next week (5th September (It can’t be September already?!)). We’re actually looking forward to it.

We’ve seen so many accounts from people online who dreaded the meetings with their social worker, and went into the whole thing feeling like they were being judged, and resenting this person who had ultimate say on whether they could become parents, but who ended up loving the whole process. Lots of people have said they ended up loving her, and could have chatted to her for hours (social workers in adoption always seem to be women…). So, now we’re looking forward to it. Seems a lot of people get a lot out of these meetings. Roll on next Saturday. :)

Vegans and babies :)

2009 August 27
Posted by karlinda

Two lovely articles appeared yesterday, one on vegan children, and one on how babies learn.

The first is from, and is based on interviews Lindsay Nixon has been conducting with people raised vegan, or parents of vegan children. As ever, it’s great to hear how healthy vegan kids are compared to their peers. It’s also reassuring to hear that, generally, parents have had support from pediatricians for their diet.

I love this quote “Teachers have also commented on Mairin’s behavior after lunch, compared to that of her classmates.  They have told me that Mairin comes back from lunch full of life and ready to learn while her peers often come back lethargic and cranky.”

The second is from Care2, about the way babies experience the world and learn differently than adults. How they have “an astonishing capacity for statistical reasoning, experimental discovery and probabilistic logic, which enables them to learn about the myriad of objects and people surrounding them with greater depth and efficiency than previously assumed”. I especially like how it talks about babies not needing lots of expensive toys – they’re still busy learning things like what happens when you tip up a cup of water. :D We may just have to add the book it talks about to our reading list.

How has open adoption changed you?

2009 August 19
Posted by linda

Production, not Reproduction has an ongoing Open Adoption Roundtable, with writing prompts on the subject of, well, open adoption. I only came across it on #4 – a call to write about one small moment in open adoption. Well, we don’t have an open adoption yet, so I didn’t feel qualified to write anything on that one.

But #5 is How has open adoption changed you? In what ways are you different because of the presence of open adoption in your life?

Which has got me thinking – I do feel differently now than when I first started seriously researching adoption. But in what ways am I different?

I’ve always had the presence of adoption in my life, since several family members were adopted, and as long as I can remember I’ve wanted to adopt, but I think I’m only just beginning to really understand what an open adoption is, or at least can be, about. What it’s not about is me; This isn’t about me becoming a mother. It’s about a child. It’s about that child’s family and identity, and the ways one is formed from the other (and vice versa to some extent).

It’s about the child’s birth family, and their ongoing relationship with their child. It’s about them being allowed to still feel like they’re parents. They’re no longer expected to just ‘get over it’ (or at least I hope they aren’t).

It’s about us learning what every parent has had to learn – to share our child. To learn that our child is their own person, with other relationships that are separate from the relationship they have with us. It’s about that quote we chose to put on the front of this blog: “We should not be asking who this child belongs to, but who belongs to this child” – Jim Gritter.

So I guess in this way it is about me. Before we even enter into an open adoption, I’ve changed in one very big way. Learning to let go and not be so ‘precious’ about my relationship with my child may be my first step on the road to becoming a mother. And I think I need to thank ‘Production, not Reproduction’, as I don’t think I’d realised that before I started to write this.

Why an independent, domestic adoption?

2009 August 17
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Posted by karlinda

There are three main types of adoption in the US (excluding relative & step-child adoption, that is).

There’s fost-adopt, where children taken into foster care are placed with a family, in the hope that, if they can’t be reunited with their birth family, their foster family will be the ones to adopt them. There’s international adoption, where usually toddlers & occationally older children are adopted and brought into the US. Then there’s independent, domestic adoption, where the birth mother or family choose who will raise their baby (occationally it’s a slightly older child, but usually it’s a baby), then the adopting family arrange the adoption through the courts using an attorney.

We liked the sound of all three types of adoption, and would have had a hard time choosing between them. Though, we hate the idea of ‘rescuing’ a child; if we’d adopted from foster care or from another country, yes, we’d probably be giving that child a better upbringing than they might otherwise have had, but that’s not why we’d be adopting them. We’d be adopting them so they became a member of our family, so that we could become their parents. Not through any misguided idea of ‘saving’ a child.

However, it turns out we don’t have a lot of choice in this. Since we don’t have our green cards yet, we can’t adopt from foster care. We also can’t adopt from abroad, as we wouldn’t be able to get a visa to bring a child into the country, unless they’d already lived with us for two years.

Which leaves us with just independent, domestic adoption. This isn’t second, or third, best though. We really would have had trouble deciding which route to take if they’d all been open to us. Well, now the decision is made for us, it lets us concentrate on the best aspects of this route – we get to be chosen by our baby’s birth family. They decide that we’re the ones they want raising their child. We also get to have an ongoing relationship with them. Even if that’s just a letter and photos once a year, it’s got to be better for the child to have some info on their birth family.

We’d like it to be more than that though; ideally our child would get to meet their birth family. Grow up knowing who they are, getting to play with cousins, getting hugs from their birth grandparents, getting to see who they look like, who’s mannerisms they have. Ideally, their birth family will be part of our extended family.

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2009 August 14
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We’ve signed up with our agency

2009 August 5
Posted by karlinda

We finally got our forms completed yesterday, and took them in to the agency just before they closed. This afternoon, we’re going in for a meeting & picking up our adoption folder with all the stuff about our home study & the next steps to take in it. We can’t wait.

We went with Heartsent Adoptions in the end, which we thought we would. They’re just so lovely there, & seemed as excited as we were when we droped the forms off. They were set up by a couple who’ve adopted five children themselves, all through different agencies, and realised there was a better way to do things. I think they were right, since we’ve been impressed with them so far.


2009 August 4
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Posted by karlinda

We had great fun yesterday at our friends’ house, meeting their new puppy. We also took the opportunity to do a bit of an adoption photoshoot out on their deck, with their views up to the San Gabriel Mountains. This is the shot we’ll be giving to our agency this week with our initial paperwork:


But this is the shot Linda prefers :) :

Making the most of the waiting time

2009 July 31
Posted by karlinda

One thing adoption and childbirth have in common is the wait. Only in childbirth, you have a rough idea of when the baby will put in an appearance. Either way though, it allows us the time to prepare.  And not just the usual decorate the nursery, pick out a crib, type of preparation. We have a chance to explore how we want to raise our child.

The vegan thing is a given. Linda’s been vegan since ’86, and Karl for over 10 years now, so we have plenty of experience and knowledge. We own several vegan nutrition books, so we have no doubts about our ability to feed a child healthily. (We’re also both pretty fine cooks, and make everything from Mexican & Jamaican to Chinese & Japanese, Russian and Afghanistani to Ethiopian and Moroccan, with a bit of English thrown in for good measure too. Ever tried Sticky Toffee Pudding? ;) )

We’ve been reading a lot lately about Attachment Parenting, which sounds like it should really be called instinctive parenting. It rejects all that awful advice bandied about last century, like letting a child ‘cry it out’ and scheduling a baby’s feeding to when it’s convenitent to the parent. When was the last time you waited 4 hours without having anything to eat or even drink? Why do people expect a newborn to do so? Instead of that, Attachment Parenting concentrates on raising a child to be attached (well… naturally!) and compassionate, mostly by simply treating them as a fellow human being who has needs that, for the first few years at least, only you can meet. It definitely sounds like our kind of thing.


2009 July 28
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Posted by karlinda


Well, everyone else is doing it, so why not us?: